Our True Identity

This was the answer to My last Blog.. The answer to my prayers..

Reevaluating...

Reevaluating my life and who I am. My dad almost died this weekend and It threw me for a loop. I didn't realize how much it would effect me.. You have to understand my dad and I don't have the best relationship and he hasn't been a huge part of my life or so I thought. At first I was in shock and felt ok with it all then I went to see him and it hit me on the way home that I haven't fully forgiven him, that I care more than I want to, that I am not the person I thought I was and worst of all that I am really really angry with him for all the crap I have inherited from him.. So who am I? I have no clue... I have for the last few days been asking myself this question and the only thing I can come up with is that I am a child of God. Is that the only thing that matters? I have also been really thinking about if I died tomorrow what would I want others to see me as? What things would I want my family and loved ones to know? Would they know that the Gospel means the world to me? Would they know that I loved them? Would they know how often I prayed that they would feel God's presence in there lives? Would they know I whole heartedly believe the church is true and want to spend eternity with them? Would they know that they are the first and last people I think of every day? As I have had all these thoughts and emotions I realized I don't wanna take a chance. I want them to know all these things.I want to have the least amount of regrets with my family and loved ones. I want to find person Heavenly Father intended me to be.. I am not sure how to go about this all but I will begin with trying harder to be a better friend, sister, daughter and person in general. I will tell them how I feel about the gospel and how I feel about them. I will find a way to forgive my dad and let go of the past. It will be hard and I know I will mess up but I don't want to go to heaven with all this baggage I have. Sorry this blog is a little intense but it is heart felt.

4th of July - July 17th

So many other great things happened between now and then I went river rafting, Spent allot of time with sisters neice Ulla from India and hung out with some great friends.. Sorry I haven't been very good at keeping this updated..

I Attempted..

I have attempted to blog a few times today but I can't seem to get my thoughts together :( I will Blog soon about the last couple of weeks.. Sorry to those 3 people who read my blog :)